Old Beginnings.

Just a girl, looking for a place in this crazy little world.

Long, long time.

I haven’t posted anything in a long long time. I just don’t feel the way I used to anymore, and when I do.. I have someone there to talk to instead of writing my feelings out. It’s sad, but I’m happy. There’s still always the usual breakdowns and horrible days.. and days where I just can’t stop crying; but throughout that all I’m overall just thankful for everything. It took me seventeen years to get to this point, and I don’t regret a single thing because I know it led me here. <3

Thank You

to both of you for being here. For being a shoulder to cry on and a friend to lean on when I was at my worst. For never letting go of my hands, even when I thought I’d hit rock bottom. For never judging me, for finally being something in my life I’m not constantly scared of losing. Thank you for all the smiles, all the laughs, and for always understanding. Thank you for being you, cause you guys mean everything to me. Thank you for loving me, and teaching me what it truly means to love someone in return. <3

Realizing

what it feels like to honestly care about somebody. I love my two best friends, and I’d give anything to see them happy. When they’re sad, I’m sad.. and I’d never lie to either of them. I couldn’t ask for anything more. <3 <3 <3

^ wtf? JEN, I LOVE YOU AND SCOTT EVEN THOUGH HE WON’T READ THIS!!!! 

Absolutely breathtaking. 

Absolutely breathtaking. 

I curl up in a ball, close my eyes, and hope. I don’t wanna be so fragile anymore.

It’s been a long week

I’m finally feeling like it’s okay to break

into a thousand pieces,

no one can replace,

only I can find my way.

#2 BL2012

2. Spend next year’s New Year’s eve in New York, and watch the ball drop in Times Square <3